Unacceptable

I already had 2 sessions today. The 1st one was bad luck, the 2nd one was pure bad play. And this is unacceptable. I don’t have any time and money to play like I’m playing in the last couple of weeks.
Sometimes I feel that I’m just waiting for someone who will help me out of this and show me the way. Then I feel that someone let me down. But that’s not true. I’m the only one who can get out from this shit because this is only my problem. And I try, I try, I try and try…

Yesterday I watched the group’s videos over again. I felt that I got it. I had a good 1st session then a blind one after. Today is the same. I don’t know where did I left myself and what I was learning so hard but since I’m alone again the old braindead rotyi is back. And I hate him. :-(

 

Results

68.65

Rakeback

FT: 22.43
 

New BR

FT: 2088.05

I killed my own game last night

Look at the wosd line!

 

I had a table where I lost myself. I realized that I’m in trouble but I couldn’t quit. I don’t know why…

SB: 66/30/44
BB: 47/20/26
UTG: 21/15/23
MP: 57/31/39
CO: 19/14/28
BTN: me

Looks like a goldmine but was a real disaster for me. I had a lot of broadways and small-middle pair type of hands.

Results

28.00

New BR

FT: 2134.27