Unacceptable

I already had 2 sessions today. The 1st one was bad luck, the 2nd one was pure bad play. And this is unacceptable. I don’t have any time and money to play like I’m playing in the last couple of weeks.
Sometimes I feel that I’m just waiting for someone who will help me out of this and show me the way. Then I feel that someone let me down. But that’s not true. I’m the only one who can get out from this shit because this is only my problem. And I try, I try, I try and try…

Yesterday I watched the group’s videos over again. I felt that I got it. I had a good 1st session then a blind one after. Today is the same. I don’t know where did I left myself and what I was learning so hard but since I’m alone again the old braindead rotyi is back. And I hate him. :-(

 

Results

68.65

Rakeback

FT: 22.43
 

New BR

FT: 2088.05